- Stephanie Goudreault
The more I embrace who I am, the more I understand God’s plan for me.

It’s been a solid journey of discovering.
I feel like I have wisdom for generations.
Through my travels, my experiences, my choices and my reclamation of self,
I get to shift an entire generation of women.
Women after women look up to their elders for guidance, support and love.
In today’s culture, we are given more of a generated conditioned response to “be more manly/stronger/tougher.”
And I wondered for years why it meant because I showed my emotions that it would make me more of a week woman?
I have encountered a lot of pains and betrayal in my lifetime, and I never saw myself as weak, but society kept pushing this idea that if I was not more masculine, I would never succeed.
So hence the hustle, the intrusive messaging, the emotional avoidance, the control, the pushing…
And it got me further away from who I was because I didn’t want other people to be uncomfortable around me.
And that created a lot of resistance, a lot of resentments and frustration… because this behavior trickled in every sphere of my life; health, relationships, passions, money, career…
And as I start listening to myself in the small moments, I found more trust in who I am as a human.
And the most I trust, the more I step into a reclamation of who I am. Doing things for me.
And as I reclaim who I am, I am drawn to different things.
I am drawn to places that have magic.
I am drawn to the infinite potential that humans have.
I am drawn to new places, new experiences and new feelings.
I am drawn to wealth and abundance.
I am drawn to beauty.
I am drawn to femininity and sensuality.
I’m drawn to God, and his truth.
I am drawn to love, and light.
I am drawn to discovery, adventure and learning.
I am drawn to nature, moon cycles, sunrises and sun sets.
I am drawn to the ripples on the water.
I am drawn to the power of life.
I am drawn to fertility and creation.
I am drawn to strength and courage.
I am drawn to virtues and integrity.
I am drawn to everything that brings us back to ourselves.
An Infinite Circle back to creation.
And as I allow myself to be a part of this, I understand what God has in store for me, and why I was designed this way.
And if I would have repeated the same ancestral conditions, I would not have discovered the true version of me, and the potential God had instilled in me and the plan that was laid out before me.
I would have, like so many women, lost the connection I had with myself, but most importantly with our creator.
Never taking the path of fulfillment.
The more I embrace who I am, the more I understand God’s plan for me.